TODAY i made you a MIXTAPE

M O V E D

2005-04-09T04:17:56Z

California, here we come.

2005-03-17T18:22:56Z

It's 1:10 and the limo is due to arrive at my house at 2:00 to take my mom & I to California. Last time I was there was July 4- July 13 2002. I'm flying from Philadelphia to Pittsburgh, then I'm taking a direct flight from Pitt to San Francisco. I'll be in SF at my Uncle Art's for a few days, before leaving to go to LA. We might stop in Santa Barbara, or somewhere along the valley. We'll be staying in a hotel in LA for the rest of our trip. On Sunday (March 27th) I am coming home, and on Monday March 28th (MY DOGS BIRTHDAY AW) I'll be back at school.

Heather & Saundra & Stephanie ... if you're reading this ... have a GREAT break! i'll miss you guys so much but we will talk and keep in touch while i am gone. SAUND, have an amazing time in San Antonio, it is beautifullllllll. Steph- have a great time with your grandparents. SHOP SHOP SHOP for boston & the cruise. REMEMBER: no collars, thanks. AND HEATHERRRRR- be safe when driving to annies :) i'm sure you'll have a great time.

oh and heather & saund- have fun on your double date with eddie & JW.....i'm sure you guys will have a blast & i cant wait to hear all about it!!

oh, and the person who this goes out to will remain a secret, but they know who they are. thank you for the messages. i got them after school today and they made me smile, espicially the second one. i was like "who the hell called me at 6:45 in the morning??" but then when i heard your voice, i knew. calling me in california is no different, since it's on my cell phone. i'll try to call you though, although west coast and east coast time difference is annoying. thanks for making mee smileeeee :) happy st.patricks day, i love you too.

My mom's telling me that I should bring all my luggage downstairs, so I'm headed off to do that now. Everyone have a FANTASTIC spring break, if you havent had one already.

jennikty.

miixtape @ 2005-02-23T21:23:00

2005-02-24T02:26:34Z

if you love me, you would get me this!

thanxplzbye.

32; since i'll be gone on "valentimes" day...

2005-02-11T13:48:06Z

me & pete wentz :")

LAST.

2005-01-21T21:35:19Z

So this is it. I'm going to take what happened today, and turn it into something good. I've just gone through one of the hardest things ever, and I've had a lot to think about. I need to do this, because I know if I don't, I'll eventually regret it.

I'm planning on quitting with the LJ thing. My LJ is public because I never really talk that much about certain important things. I always tell people I wrote in my "journal" and they said "I looked, but you didnt update." I love everyone on my FL to death, and most of the people on my friends list are my friends in real life. But see, that's the problem.

I'm not a shy person, and most of the people on my FL know what's going on in my life, but when I need to write it out so I can get it out, I dont feel comfortable doing it here.

My mom always asks me, "You dont have one of those journals where everyone can read it...do you?" I tell her that I do, but nothing really important goes in there. Well, I guess I'm right, but I want to be 100% truthful.

It's true. I dont need everyone in the whole world reading my life. I dont know who reads this, and people I dont even know exist could read this any time they want. I've had way too much "LJ" drama for my own good, and I think it's time for me to move away from the *computer scene* even if I am addicted to Myspace.

If you want to talk, my screen name is jennifer282x. Thanks for a good run for my money. I love you all to death, and I'll talk to you all soon.

xox,
Jenny

31; people >:O

2005-01-05T22:59:18Z

WHEN TRYING TO TYPE THE CONTRACTION OF "YOU ARE" YOU WOULD SPELL IT "YOU'RE" NOT "YOUR"

HOW HARD IS IT TO FIGURE OUT? NOT VERY HARD.

IT'S SO SAD THAT PEOPLE IN HIGH SCHOOL ARE STILL SPELLING YOU'RE LIKE YOUR

This is officially one of my pet peeves :-D

30; just....stop breathing.

2005-01-04T23:42:31Z

It's not even cute how sick you make me.

Gag.

29; I LOVE FEDEX!!!!

2005-01-03T21:19:48Z

:"""""")

28; i'm sorrry 2004, whats that ruben studdard song again?

2004-12-31T14:42:00Z

2004 was a quick one.

Freshman year went by like || this and well, I made a lot of new friends. Of course, Steph Norcini and I remained friends, because well, we are best friends and we would never ever think of splitting up. But, this summer brought some new friendships to my life that made me realize how great life really can be! Heather Simpson and Saundra Heimark, I love you girls so much. See, Saundra knew Steph from before HS started because of Field Hockey and well, I'm not so sure how Heather and I became such good friends, but here we are, pretty much Half-way through Sophmore year, and it's amazing.

You know you've found that one "CLIQUE" thats JUST right for you. i mean, sure there are going to be people you feel KINDA comfortable with, but when you've found your group of friends that are supposedly your "best-of," it's blatantly obvious. So, I guess you can say I've found my group of friends that I'm thinking I'll stay with for a long time.

We can just chill at my house, do things that are REALLY boring to a lot of other people, and have a ton of fun. We can have serious talks too, and even though it doesnt happen that much, its always worthwhile. We can talk about ugly boys that are complete assholes COUGHHHHCHRISCOUGHHHHSCOTTYCOUUUUUGH, and we can realize that there is really nothing better than your best friends.

So, I guess what I'm trying to say is that 2004 wasn't so bad, since I've found the people that I feel most comfortable with. And you know what? You know how they say "DONT EXPECT IT, BECAUSE WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT, YOU WILL GET IT." Well, it's true. Never in a million years when I said that I'd go to the mall and Wayne with Jess, Meg, Saundra, Heather, and Steph this summer that they'd become some of my closest friends. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU GIRLS.

And there's a lot of other things, that I guess I'm thankful for in 2004. Like, my mom. My mom didnt "COME TO ME" in 2004, obviously, but she was there for me a lot of times and we're at a level where she doesnt ridicule me, but she gives me advice that I actually can use. We get in fights, a lot, almost like sisters, but she lets me do a lot of things that a lot of parents wouldnt. She's like that mom in Mean Girls, except not as sexually .... wow, and yeah... shes just not THAT bad, but she's really cool, and I definitely have taken her for granted this year. My friends like her too, which makes me feel comfortable, because my mom can be a really outgoing person, and if your friends dont like it then I feel uncomfortable, and well, thats not pleasant. I'm also thankful for my mom's job. My mom works her ass off, 24/7 to make my life complete. My mom is actually working RIGHT NOW. My mom has been working all break. My mom is always in her office working. I dont know, the only real break she had was when we went on a cruise and she physically COULD NOT work. She works all the time so that she can give me pretty much all I want, and I will never be able to repay her for that.

I've been called greedy, and a hypocrite because of materialistic things. What people dont understand is that these things are relatively new to me. When my dad got sick, my mom couldnt work, and after he died, my mom still couldn't work. When we moved here, my mom had to buy a house (which is a lot of money, espicially where I live) and then she got a terrible, almost fatal lung disease. When paying for the hospital bills, and the doctors visits, and all the tests, my mom and I would eat at home and we couldn't afford to go out to dinner. This year is really looking up for both of us. My mom got this job when I was in 7th grade, and now she's the VP of the company. This year I finally got to go on a cruise, I finally got to go to an island. That's all I wanted, and my mom gave it to me. I KNOW I'm spoiled, and there are a lot of things that I might have now that I definitely did not have a few years ago, and I apologize to you because I know maybe I go overboard, but when your family (and by family, I mean ONE other person) is living on the edge, and your mom has to seriously worry about everyday life, it's NICE to have those materialistic things sometimes. It's NICE to be able to know that now I can have that money, and now I can afford those things. Just because I'm thankful, and happy and excited that I got something I really wanted, doesn't mean I'm taking it for granted. Oh, trust me. I'm not taking it for granted. I'm just anxious, and this is a really special present for "myself" and I'M TRUELY SORRY if I acted for ONE SECOND like I was taking it for granted, because I wasnt. I'm just really excited, and I'm an instant-gratified person. I want things NOW NOW NOW, and because I dont have it NOW, I'm going crazy. It's not that I'm greedy, it's that I'm still a kid. It's like someone saying "OKAY WE'RE MOVING BACK CHRISTMAS TEN DAYS!!!" If people got upset, because they were really expecting their gifts on Christmas, would you call them greedy because they couldn't wait? No. It's just that they're excited. I'm sorry for ranting on, but it was bothering me all night last night, and I needed to get it off my chest, for I want a cleaaaaar conscience in 2005.

This afternoon is going to be a lot of fun. I'm going to South Street with Saundra and her friend Myles. I'm not going to say much more, and if you reallllllly know me, then you'd know why.

So long 2004, It's been real. Now bring on 2005 so I can see Laguna Beach 2, damnit.

27; wow its about time

2004-12-27T09:07:58Z

yeah thats right its 4:04 AM and i still havent gone to bed :"((((((((((((

leave me comments because i need love or something hi everyone!

p.s. heather got kittens named paris and nicky like the hiltons except court is spelling it nikki, not nicky :|

p.p.s. steph got DDR so we're gonna have a DDR contest, heck yes.

edit: WHILE YOU ALL WERE SLEEPING, THE SNOW WAS FALLING FROM THE SKY! CONGRATULATIONS SOUTHEASTERN PENNSYLVANIA, YOU JUST GOT YOUR FIRST REAL SNOW OF THE WINTER 20000000004! :']

26; CONCERT

2004-12-20T01:38:00Z

if you want to know, read about it here!

i went with w00g_im_saund, heath_er, and stephi_eeee.

some people are so judgemental about the whole thing, i cant believe it.

who really cares if the early november is "EMO" or not? it is just music. no one ever said YOU had to like it, but get off other peoples backs if they do :)

oh, and FYI, ACTIONACTION is "INDIE" not "EMO" so BTFO OF MY GIRLS!!!!!!

25; today is the day ive been waiting for since early november (no pun intended) :)

2004-12-18T12:54:03Z

SEE THE TIME? YEAH, ITS PRETTY EARLY FOR A SATURDAY MORNING, RIGHT?

..................yeah, we'll i've already been up for a whole hour.

I cant sleep because I'm so stoaked.

THE EARLY NOVEMBER.... TODAY!!

24; OMG. OMG. OMG.

2004-12-17T03:47:01Z

dear world,
pete wentz just said happy birthday to me on djrossstar's radio show on idobi. my life is pretty much COMPLETE.
THIS HAS BEEN THE MOST AMAZING BIRTHDAY EVER.
love always xoxoxo, jenny :)

23; sup :)

2004-12-16T20:14:17Z

w00t it is my birthday.

22; people that i would have XXXSEXXX with hahaha

2004-12-14T03:32:13Z

1. heather simpson [wow, shes a soccer hottie]
2. saundra heimark [threesome? threesome with andrew? threesome with boy i'll leave nameless?]
3. stephanie norcini [MIMI SEEKU?????????]

okay, for reaaaaalz this time, y0?

1. pete wentz because he is unfgh!
2. ace enders because he is in the early november, h0llaaaa!
3. josh stern because hes always been the love of my life <3
4. jude law, he's pretty hot & brand new named a song after him
5. stephen colletti, what a freakin' babe.
6. TREY TREEEEEEEEY because he is trey, got it?

i cant think! i'm talking to lydia zodda on the A-I-M right now, because i'm so cool like that.

speaking of the A-I-M, what the hell happened to it around 7:30? it went dead for everyone, and i was in the middle of a very, very important conversation with fatih.

i am very thirsty :"(

TWO DAYS, ONE HOUR, AND 30 MINUTES UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

21; i got a new phone number

2004-12-13T00:20:51Z

Yes, I got a new phone NUMBER. Not a new phone, okay! If you want it, IM me or ask me tomorrow at school.

Short updates really are cool, I swear.

I'm drinking Red Bull, doing European History notes, and there are 3 days, 4 hours, and 42 minutes until my birthday.

Thank you.

20; Bentley5589 (9:19:41 PM): what are you doing RIGHT now?

2004-12-12T03:56:39Z

elizabeth ruth bentley is probably the coolest person i know.

19; donzo!

2004-12-08T04:10:43Z

LAGUNA BEACH SEASON TWO, HOLLER BACK PLEASE!!

Kristin is a WHORE, she made out with not only Stephen and Sam, but Talan too? Holy shiit.

Anyway, that was the most beautiful ending of the most beautiful show. I'm sad that there's a season two in some ways, because I dont want it to "OVERPOWER" season one, and I dont really care about Kristin, at all. I dont even LIKE Kristin.

I'm sad that LC is "leaving" San Francisco, and I'm sad that shes leaving Stephen, but I thought it was extremely cute that Stephen was there waiting for her when she got off the plane. I started to cry for LC, because she looked so ALONE.

I knew most of the stuff that happened in season 2 already, because of the stalker I am. I have all the pictures from "NOVEMBERFEST," which is where they show Dieter "crowd" surfing and Morgan, Stephen and LC dancing. I hope they do a show on Running Home 4 Teens, Dieter's charity run, because I'm donating to that, and its going to be amazing!!

The new girl, Casey I think, looks stupid, and not even HALF as cute as Lauren Bosworth or Lauren Conrad. She looks kind of dumb, but whatever. It seems like to me that MTV casted her and made her move to Laguna Beach High School for extra added "DRAMA."

I miss Laguna Beach already, I can't believe its over. I'm going to start to cry again, AHHHH.

So yeah, Jen was in this episode. I used to have her webshots thing, she's really pretty. She should have been cast as a main character. Actually, nevermind, she shouldn't have. The first season was PERFECT.

I want my own Laguna Beach, but I've realized my life isn't interesting and/or bitchy enough for that kind of show. Oh well, I still want it. How coool would it be though? Yeah, yeah. Shutup. Everyone at my school would be like "WTF >:O WHY DOES SHE HAVE A SHOW" lmao :(

Okay, I'll add more stuff as it comes to me, but now I'm going to bed.

STE-PHENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

18; i've had fall out boy stuck in my head for the last few days, so insert FOB lyric here

2004-12-07T23:10:17Z

Tonight is the last night of Laguna Beach. Everyone came up to me today, which was quite funny, and was like "JENNY, ARE YOU GOING TO CRY?" Okay, I get really really attached to TV shows. When Real World Back to New York season 10 ended, I cried. When Dawson's Creek ended, I cried. I get really attached to the characters, and it sucks that it is just OVER, and it wont be back again.

I guess I'm more attached to the show because it's the ONE thing that my friends and I will never, ever get tired talking about. We memorize the lines, and it will forever be that "INSIDE" joke that we all have.
On the back of my basketball shirt, I think I'm gonna get "JEN-NYYY!" because of my icon. I told Heather I should get "What happens in Cabo..." and then Heather should get "...Stays in Cabo," but I wasn't serious. I think "Vote for Pedro" and "Yessss" would be good, too.

I cant really think of anything else to say, except that I had a really crappy day, and badminton wasn't even that fun. We played a "tough" game, and we lost in the last few minutes. I still love my badminton partner to death, though.

I hope Saundra feels better, because she's sick, and that makes me really, really sad.

I wasn't on to remind anyone to watch Cloud 9 today, so I bet no one did. Oh well.

xoxox

17; points to icon

2004-12-03T00:31:14Z

my new default icon is seriously THE SHIT.

p.s. i stole it from someone at greatestjournal.com :")

p.p.s. I JUST ADDED DIETER & LAUREN CONRAD ON MYSPACE !!!

16; MY PURSE IS GREAAAAAAT!!!

2004-11-30T19:48:14Z

omfg, erin erin erin. you are AMAZING!!!!!!!!

it's amazing, and perfect, and i love it + you!!

15; question in english... EDIT ;;// AT HOME.

2004-11-23T17:37:56Z

JAKE jaked409 BOXER!
you know that "free ipod" that you got from that website? did you ever get it? what about that blockbuster thing... did you ever do that?

.................................................................................................................................... k thats all :")

Heather and I kicked *serious* ass in gym class today, even if we didnt win! We made a huge comeback, okay??????////////////////

Saundra gave me the Hanson- Snowed In CD today. I used to have it, but I lost it (with all of my other CD's) in the airplane.

HES A LITTLE SAINT NICKK :"))

haha, i'm so not Christian.

14; laguna beach in honor of tomorrow's episode

2004-11-23T04:30:08Z

as if it wasnt obvious already, there's proof.

aw, LC got an art honorable mention in 7th grade

i guess that answered our question. it is going to be the last episode :"(((

LO WAS ONLY 16????

p.s. i KNEW Lo's name was LAUREN and not CHLOE. you people that told me that was her name at lunch made me feel stupid, but i KNEW her name wasnt CHLOE!!!

13; now im with the sk8er boi ~~* jk, jk.

2004-11-18T04:10:16Z

i know, its really really really hot. i know.

12; NEW YORK CITY

2004-11-15T04:37:17Z

Club Strata
915 Broadway (Corner of 21st Street.)
The space that Strata occupies used answer to the name Metronome in a pervious life. There is an extremely strict door policy so try and arrive early to avoid disappointment.
Ody Roc and Big Ben spin Hip-Hop, Reggae, House, Classics and a touch of rock in 2 beautiful big rooms.
Ladies FREE before 11:30 p.m.
Doors Open at 10:30 p.m.
Guestlist closes at a late 2:00 a.m.
Admission $25-30

Yes, it's true. I went to a wedding at the Strata Nightclub in New York City, and ended up staying there until 12:15 AMMM. The club opened to the public at 11, and it was so much fun. I've never been in a club before, obviously, andsldgh it was amazing. I'm not going to say what I did there, because I dont want my mom to be arrested or anything, but it was so much fun.

There was a hot photographer walking around, and since I was the only one near his age (he was ..17 maybe 18?) he was looking at me, and not "FOLLOWING" me, because he was doing his job taking pictures, but it was so cute, lSDGH he was so cute, EVEN MY MOM thought he was cute. He left, and I was mad at myself, like always, because I never have the courage to go up and talk to guys >:O I hate myself for that, he was adorable.

Okay, so PICTURES. I was a camera whore, because I loved my outfit so much, so :"( HERE. ILL POST THE ONES THAT ARENT ME FIRST.

We stayed at my cousin Adam's apartment. CHECK OUT THE VIEW.

EVER SO SWEEEEEEEEET. It's what I was listening to this morning before we left.

I LOVE NEW YORK, BYE.

yes, that is an OC billboard ~ hai

s^ Newark Airport

4:20 BRB WHILE I GO *SMOKE* SOME MJ

p.s. LOOOK LOOOK LOOOOOOK